Right now I am the time in my life when I'm yearning for something new. I've become complacent with my current circumstances and am practically on the ground begging for something, ANYTHING. Lucky for me, I only have 8 days of school left and then it is off to college. But I'm even a bit disappointed about that as well. Before, the idea of college was the only thing keeping me motivated, sane. But now, after being accepted to one of my top-choice schools, Penn State, and not being able to attend because of the financial constraints that come along with it, I am stuck in Georgia at GA State; which I did not want to happen. I'm extremely disappointed to say the least. I was so excited about the idea of going off on my own to Pennsylvania to a school that is ranked top 50 in the nation. But now, to my dismay, I am stuck here. Anywho, I'm trying not to be completely negative about the situation. Since GSU is so incredibly cheap, everything is already covered so I don't have to go through the whole "broke college freshman" ordeal. In addition to this, downtown Atlanta is a great spot for networking and hot dance studios to keep me entertained and busy. So, I'm scouring out the positives of staying in GA for my freshman year of college...but needless to say, I am a little bit more than upset about my circumstances. If there's a will there's a way...I'll work it out. I know everything happens for a reason and God is just paving my way...At times, it's just hard to submit to his will.